lost and found

I like a new beginning. I always like a new beginning. There is something, this feeling of most welcome and reborn for every time I start creating changes that I believe shall reproduce my inner self. I need to start this blog to believe in myself again (as many times I have betrayed my consciousness that I am so depend on the sticky yellow notes). I am pursuing the silent self that I have shut for the last three months. Then I realize the only way to help myself is to separate my two egos.

Though it is more important than ever to keep connections alive. I have to find a rock, which can serve as a grounding force in my life. I have ignoring my social calendar for so long, it has a lot of holes in it. I can not think any possibilty to fill the holes. Don't know what is holding me from calling up a friend who's been waiting for a date. This summer vacation will ends with what I really need: get back in touch with family and tell them on how I've been.

Since last saturday I have been reading my 2006 journal book, (which apparently has lost its cover).
I want to be my happy intelect self again.

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