Why do women actually want you to compete for them? Why do they make it a competition between guys? And why the fuck would I "fight" for someone I didn't even know wanted me? Because you're a strong, independent woman who don't need no man fighting your battles for you? I thought she didn't even like me that way because she gave me almost no signs that she did.
I don't get this shit.
What if nothing makes you happy?
How the fuck do I get it back together?
I lack any kind of motivation and willpower. Even though I have a short-time goal it is rendered impossible by my current situation and it pushes me further down. I feel like life is just a step away but I don't have what it takes to make that single step. Alright, I'm going to quit with this and go do something enjoyable instead.
A person can only beat their face off a wall for so long. Have fun being the same as you've always been.
Sometimes enlightenment is just realizing the simplicity of things that we tend to ignore and over-complicate in our daily thinking... I think I answered my own question. Get a good nights sleep, and then do a zero-bullshit evaluation of my life. As soon as I find out what genuinely makes me happy, I think my purpose won't be far behind.
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