Nothing much, you?

What am I supposed to say when a co-worker says whats up? They already know whats up

A lot of people working long hours under high stress have this experience, we live for the little things so. One moment, hour or day just seems to blend into the next. Take some small consolation that most people share this misery, even if it's abhorrent. When you laugh, smile, or jerk off you'll forget about it for a while. My conclusion has been that I need to do something exciting, or something that will make me feel good about myself, but ultimately the world doesn't change much outside of that.

I've decided that I would improve myself this summer. But I do everything like a machine, with no feelings involved. I feel like I lost myself along the way. I'm empty and I don't really care about anyone or anything. I belive that the stress I have been dealing with in the whole first semester of this year caused this. Normally I'm really caring about people but now I just couldn't care less and it's frightening. Though I didn't really care about myself. I just want to be myself again.

If you're hoping to project this image of someone wiser beyond their years, well read and traveled, people are going to see right through it. If you really want to sound interesting, find one thing that you are genuinely interested in and learn everything you care to know about it. Know when its a good time to bring such a topic up in conversation, and remember other people might not be as interested in anything as much as you are

What I'm trying to do is use the medication for behavioral modification, like changing my shit study habits and forming a daily routine. Once that's straightened out, the next goal is to reduce dependency on the drug. Get into stress reducing activity, start daily meditation and yoga. It's not very much of a hassle if you just get up an hour earlier than normal and do it. Other than that always remember that these moods swings and spooky stuff is, in the end, only a product of your mind. Always try to keep in mind a positive outlook and don't be too hard on yourself.

It's a crappy world out there, filled with other unsatisfied/ stressed out wage slaves who want something more than the crappy life the world hands them.