I could try my open-mindedness but so is my stubbornness

Right now I am pondering my dreams, clearing my head and writing down thoughts as they come to me. Allowing the truth to flow I guess. Because since this morning I am not getting all the information that I need -- it's unlikely to reveal itself any time soon. When I know more I may as well act and then correct the course later. I am getting some ambiguous feedback today that leaves me scratching my fucking head in confusion which terribly distracting me all day long. I may never going to be able to figure out what she was really trying to tell me. If I even speak up, the reply will take long time and the word just meaningless to me (yes and no answer only). Of course the feeling of getting intimidated by her attitude always occur. I understand she just have a different perspective and might be more insight than I do. It's no wonder that she and I are feeling run off our feet. I could try to schedule in regular breaks but I missed her a lot. But if you don't slow down soon, I'll wear myself out. :( My desire to validate myself can be overblown at times. Today in office, a better nature is out on display and I dropped an old opinion like a hot rock once someone new shows you the light. I have so much to do, but not enough time. My unconscious mind is onto something that I really should know. Heh, I could risk this company just to prove I am lionhearted.