If that matters

Ever come to the realization that all your friends are really just pretty stupid, with whom you really have nothing much in common, but you only keep hanging around with them because you don't bother trying to find new friends? I don't particularly care about the intelligence of people I associate with, as long as they are capable of carrying out a reasonable conversation and such. I don't feel like that that's the only determining factor in a person.

A few of my friends are really smart, often smarter than me, but a lot of them really don't think. I have come to realize over last two years that all my current friends are either seriously crazy (they are all manic or have stress disorder or some shit) or are just simply not fun people to be around. At the same time, I can't avoid them if I find them too annoying. It's far easier to keep them as friends than make enemies because women are real bitches when you stop wanting to hang out.

I don't trust them much anymore and I am trying to figure out how to make friends. I don't really know what to do about this, seeking new friends can be like dating takes time and I tend to fuck up a lot before something good happens. I have started to notice that about most of my friends lately. Shit sucks... I have practically nothing in common with any of them...